I've not changed, not really.
You've not changed, not at all.
And yet, we're both so different now.

I'm discovering a better life.
This joy in me is so great that I want it to spill out to you too.
It's not up to me whether you choose to receive it or not.

I've been called out to a greater cause than my own.
This new glory is my life wholly and completely.
But it doesn't mean you can't still be in my life too.

Nay the reason is greater now than if ever before.
I want you, but I no longer need you.
For I have found the only One I need and I am fulfilled.

I wish I could make you see as well.
But it is not time for you.
I hope it will be soon.

This journey before me will be lonely if I dwell in myself and others.
But if I keep my sights on Life Everlasting, I will never have a greater joy.
You don't understand, but that's ok because I'm not forcing you to.

I want you to see Love through me.
Not hypocrisy, or rules, or judgments.
Just Light and Love in a world lacking them.