Someone else

Sometimes I feel as though someone else is speaking
Playing with my lips and my tongue to make speech come forth
Who they are I do not know
They were here before myself came to be
They knew it all before I ever had a chance to learn
How do they control me so?
I can not breathe so well with them here
They have lodged themselves in my chest
Sitting and waiting to have there moment to shine
But it's nice to have company sometimes
So I don't really mind

What I wish I had said

Everything I wish I had said
Lay still unwritten in my aching head.
You don't know what it's like,
To have someone turn off your light.
And you're alone.
In the dark.
Not a spark.
In the dark.

I wish I had told you that you can't sing.
I wish I had told you that your feet stink.
I wish I had told you that hat was dumb.
I wish I had told you I hated that song.
I wish I had told you that your friends were jerks.
I wish I had told you that your pants were indeed too tight
I wish I had told you I hated your bike.
I wish I had told you that show was weird.
I wish I had told you to get rid of that beard.
I wish I had told you that you were mean.
I wish I had told you that you couldn't love.
There's a list of 100 things I wish I said.
They lay still unwritten in my aching head.

But now I found myself a real man.
He's the greatest love I've ever had.
And I'm so glad you left me alone.
Or else I would've missed my new found home.

I Love You

You're my sunshine,
My peace of mind.
You are the words I can't seem to find.

I want you to know it all,
Feel it all,
See it all.

I want you in my heart,
In my arms,
In my head.

When you are near I can't hear,
My heart beating,
Screaming-
"O MY DEAR!"

Don't you see?
See what you do to me?
I can't breathe.

Because I love you

Try

I AM TRYING!
O, how I am trying...
Trying not to miss your smile, your kiss, your touch...
I know you're not lost
But I miss you still

I want you here...
With me...
I wish you were near...
With me...

Why can't it be normal?
Why can't we be normal?
I guess it wouldn't be the same
For better or for worse..
Right?