What I wish I had said

Everything I wish I had said
Lay still unwritten in my aching head.
You don't know what it's like,
To have someone turn off your light.
And you're alone.
In the dark.
Not a spark.
In the dark.

I wish I had told you that you can't sing.
I wish I had told you that your feet stink.
I wish I had told you that hat was dumb.
I wish I had told you I hated that song.
I wish I had told you that your friends were jerks.
I wish I had told you that your pants were indeed too tight
I wish I had told you I hated your bike.
I wish I had told you that show was weird.
I wish I had told you to get rid of that beard.
I wish I had told you that you were mean.
I wish I had told you that you couldn't love.
There's a list of 100 things I wish I said.
They lay still unwritten in my aching head.

But now I found myself a real man.
He's the greatest love I've ever had.
And I'm so glad you left me alone.
Or else I would've missed my new found home.