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Adore me if you must.
Love all that I am.
Follow me to the ends of the earth if you like.

I can not reciprocate your love.
My heart has hardened.
It has grown cold.
Blackened by the disappointments of this life.

All hope is gone.
All light is dark.
I wish it weren't so.
But what's the use of denying the truth?

I hope better for you though.
I hope you find true love.
I hope you find meaning where I could not.
I hope you discover every happiness.
I hope God blesses you extravagantly.

I have been lost to the polar darkness.
Lost to the sun and to its light.
Lost to life and love.
Lost to happiness and forgiveness.

Do not lose yourself as I have.
Keep striving for the stars and the moon.
Run after the wind with arms wide open.
Jump from hills with joy and land among clouds.
Let your imagination take you to the places of dreams.
Let your heart open itself to all who pass by.

Drink from the fountains of knowledge.
Eat from the fruit of Wisdom.
Partake in the feast of love.
Give yourself wholly and truly to Life Everlasting.

I hope to see you again soon.
Perhaps I am not so lost that I shall be denied at the gates.
For all I long for is peace and rest.
Joy and happiness.
Love and life.
Acceptance and Forgiveness.

It's not so far-fetched is it?